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May. 17th, 2009

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Speak to me

Of loss and life
grief and love
touch
the deep
dark
parts of me
that
know
these
concepts
speak to me
of undying
devotion
hold
my heart
close
do not
falter
in
words
speak truely
honestly
I will
take
your
pain
love
for
all time.

May. 10th, 2009

(no subject)

FUCK YOU,

Thats right fuck you and your untouchable face as Ani Defranco would say not because you belong to another, but because I want you to belong to me.  I would walk trhough hell with you, I would stand inside my hell and hold the hands of death.   You give me a taste of what it would be like to be a lover unto death and then you pull back into the black. 

May. 4th, 2009

Bleed for me

Lay on the floor
scull
crushed
contents
spilled on to
carpet
thank me
for
the privilage
blood is life
what you
have
given
tear flesh
from your
body
prove you
want
salvation
forgiveness
absolution
mercy
beg me for it
before you
can
no
longer
speak.

Mar. 14th, 2009

This WAS suppose to be about me

The only place on the internet where I just dont give a damn, the place were I post my poetry and purge my hopes and fears out into the deep dark reaches of the void of the internet.  Because lets face it no one is going to read this.  It is mine and unless its about you ......... well you dont care do you?  But alas this is the selfish nature of people.  There I go again with this not being about me but it damn well should be its the only thing that is,  I purge I am renewed and I am whole again.

Feb. 9th, 2008

Moment

For what rapture
I
Succumb to
I
Fall
Deep Into
Fear
Blind
Some Terrible
Eating
My stomach turns
Into
Ravenous guilt
Strikes
And Burns
Me
I plunge
Into
Cool Rivers
Of
Tears
And I
Am
Left
Wih Scars

Mar. 28th, 2007

Boobies

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Chi-chis

Mar. 2nd, 2007

Things are flowing

Kicking ass and taking names, getting things done and to all the people who stood beside us I thank you and send it back to you and to those of you who wish us I'll send it back to you because frankly I don't need it.

Feb. 20th, 2007

Staying alive

I am still here, still fighting for what is right and thats the way its going to stay boys and girls.

Jan. 31st, 2007

Joy

This will be the weekend that I and some of my family redecorate the girls room it will be wonderful, I have stencils and paint. My girls are going to love it.

Jan. 19th, 2007

Canibal cocktail

Taste the sweet flesh
that
I have just ripped
from your chest
I will
Eat your heart
to know
that
you have one
you will
fight
you will
scream
but in the end
I will taste
the parts of you
that make you cruel
to have them for my own.

Jan. 12th, 2007

Sorrow



My life is
empty
without you
your
sweet Laughter
ring
Pieces
of my
heart
ripped
from me
dazed
shelter
me
and
my
thoughts
Come back
sweet
angels
On wings
purity and innocence
come
back
to
me
My little loves
be
Not
afraid
I will come
For we shall be
together again
in
dreams.




Jan. 11th, 2007

Does anyone remember

I seem to have suffered a brain fart and lost my train of thought.......yup the train has been derailed.........the hamster has fallen off the wheel

Bend over I'll drive

Jan. 9th, 2007

Ok Senior Physicopath


So I guess this would be the moment I say wow were have I heard this before the abuser accusing the abused and all of her friends......... hmmm almost every case I can think of.

Jan. 8th, 2007

Tea?

That is all I want right now is to relax with a nice cup of tea the warrior in me has to relax for a moment. I fight for my family and will not let anything stand against them but for the moment all I want is silence and tommorow will be better and full of love.

Jan. 7th, 2007

Good day

Im going to sing the doom song now doom de doom doom. Now Im going to sing the drawing on my box song doom de doom doom. Ok so I only know one song

Jan. 6th, 2007

Why oh Why

I guess this will be yet another bitch about the day but man did I want to curl up in the fetal position and say "NOOOOOOOOO" maybe its being talked down to or maybe its listening to other people bitch about other people, when did I say that I cared?

Jan. 5th, 2007

What a day

It just seemed like everything that could go wrong today did, it wasn't that it was bad it was just very disorganized not the usual chaos its nice to be home and eating pizza and vegging out.

He came Back

Well C. came back from the hospital last night his back is fucked up, but hey he is still sexy. So I think I should invite him to the shower this morning. hehehehehe

Jan. 4th, 2007

my first entry

Wow what a day its a good thing I have popcorn

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